To forgive.

That's what I've been trying to do for the past few months.

To forgive the one who hurts me. To be forgiven to the ones I've hurt.

And most importantly to forgive myself.

It was so hard, forgiving myself over what happen.

I can't basically forgive myself.

I started everything. And everything was my fault.

I shouldn't feel what I've felt in the first place. It is my mistake.

My mistake for letting it in, my mistake for giving myself chance.

And get those around me, affected and hurt.

I can never bring to forgive myself.

Today's topic at the Spiritual Summit 2017 does helps me in a way or two.

I have to let go. I have to eliminate and refrain myself to looking back.

I have to move forward. And in order to do that, I have to submit and trust in Allah.

Let it all go. And time will heal.

To forgive is to forget.

And knowing things, can never be the same again.