When I received this, I broke down in the lift. I don't know how to feel. I felt like I was a disappointment. I felt like I'm not worthy and felt like a failure. I'm turning 30 soon and I can't even bear my ageing parents a grandchild. I'm turning 30 and here I am, still sorting out my life.

I stop crying and realised that, Allah is with me.

He won't burden a soul beyond than it can bear.
- Surah Al-Baqarah: ayah 286