Sunday, November 13, 2022

 Somehow being a mother feels lonely, depressing and being alienated. You will feel left out. Life changed, tremendously indeed. And you are left with your thoughts and feelings. You start questioning why’s. And maybe have a few regrets. It’s dangerous as you know what it can do to you. One thing for sure you know, that

There’s no turning back.

Sunday, October 23, 2022

 Motherhood.

It’s pretty overwhelming for me. Especially with 2 small babies. At times, I feel miserable and break down. Crying my eyes out, hoping for comfort and support. And it’s true, Motherhood is mental illness.


One has to become a mother to feel this. No mother would actually say this out loud because we will be judge. We will be perceived as weak and not strong enough. But the fact is, we are trying our very best to stay as strong when we are struggling. And I believe, having a partner who is a team player really does help and I honestly am thankful. Husbands won’t understand us, wives’ feeling but it really does help when he takes the crying baby away from you to compose yourself. It does help when he jumps in to do his part as a parent when we are at the fragile phase.

This chapter in my life will only be a phase. A challenging phase, no doubt. For all I know, time will fly pass by and all I can do is look back and smile. A chapter that actually change my life. A tremendous change! From not being a morning person and someone who likes to sleep a lot, I admit I miss my old life. But I know, I have to keep on going. Forward.

With patience and strength.