Saturday, February 16, 2019


Today, got my heart pumping fast enough. Seeing my family members helping and assisting me, I am grateful for everything. My parents who tremendously given their upmost support and courage, I am forever thankful. Relatives and friends too who root and send their well wishes. Thank you for al the blessings. 

And not forgetting, to the ones whom we lost.
Al-Fateha.

And Bismillah, for tomorrow.

Thursday, February 14, 2019


The kind I need.
Alhamdulillah, thank you so much sisters.

Monday, February 11, 2019


Soon, you will have the ones who loves you as much as how your parents have loved you. 

Sunday, February 10, 2019


Growth is painful.
Change is painful.
But nothing is as painful as staying 
stuck where you don't belong.
N.R Nayarana Murthy

Saturday, February 9, 2019


We may not be close anymore but I am thankful that you still have a place 
in your heart and mind to acknowledge me.

Friday, February 8, 2019


Cats seem to go on the principle that it never 
does any harm to ask for what you want.
Joseph Wood Krutch

Thursday, February 7, 2019

Wednesday, February 6, 2019

“God does not forbid you from being good to those who have not fought you in the religion or driven you from your homes, or from being just towards them. God loves those who are just.” 
Surah al-Mumtahana: ayah 8

Tuesday, February 5, 2019


Letter 34: 
Of Veiling & Unveiling & Seeing the Wisdom of Everything

Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim

I am a firm believer that when you sincerely ask Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta’Ala for guidance, He will respond to you. While I know people who lament that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta’Ala does not answer in times of trails because He is testing us (like a teacher should be quiet in an examination), I truly honestly believe that, that is not the case. I believe on the other hand, that it is our veils that prevent us from receiving the guidance and light from Him.

I remember once reading a story about a Sufi who praised Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta’Ala for everything, in every situation. When he received some good news, he said Alhamdulillah. When he received some bad news, he too said Alhamdulillah. In short, he said Alhamdulillah for every single thing that happened in his life.

I did not really think much about the story at that time, but as I continued walking on the path, it then struck me why the Sufi was able to say that. Because he did not have any veils covering him, he had nothing to prevent him from seeing the beauty in the narrative Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta’Ala has written for him.

Thus, there is no “bad” incident per se. To the Sufi, every single moment is the unraveling of a complete, beautiful story that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta’Ala has written for him, one that is meant to incite a sense of heightened consciousness, awe, amazement and yes... gratitude.

Alhamdulillah!

Light upon light
(A collection of letters on life, love & God)
by Nur Fadhilah Wahid
(Page 131-132)

Monday, February 4, 2019


Seeing this awesome mother reading a book to her children is one of the most heart felt feeling I've encountered. Not only by keeping them busy, but that bond is completely amazing! I am so inspired and told myself that, someday, this will be me too. Inshallah Amin.

Sunday, February 3, 2019


Bachelorette Treat!

Thank you to my beautiful sisters, SIL and favourite cousins!
May Allah bless you all with bountiful goodness. Amin.

Saturday, February 2, 2019

Friday, February 1, 2019


Every time when we need to destress and relax after a long hard day of walking.
2 minutes of simple joy!

Thursday, January 31, 2019


The best part in Singapore is the Multi-Racial way of living in harmony despite the racism remarks, but always believe that there are still people of other races who is kind and caring! And those people, are the people with the purest of hearts. 

Wednesday, January 30, 2019


Preparing myself to be a wife is that scary. I mean, will I be able to do my duty as a wife? To cook, clean and care for the husband? Will I be able to serve my duties well? I just hope that the future husband to be patience with me as I grow slowly. Inshallah Amin.


Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Narrated By Abdullah bin 'Amr : The Prophet said, "Al-Wasil is not the one who recompenses the good done to him by his relatives, but Al-Wasil is the one who keeps good relations with those relatives who had severed the bond of kinship with him."


Sahih Bukhari Volume 008, Book 073, Hadith Number 020

Monday, January 28, 2019

Sunday, January 27, 2019


When you have to say goodbye to 
memories and looking forward for the new, 
that's about to come.

Saturday, January 26, 2019


What I need:
- a pair of damaged surface of heels
- fabric glue
- choice of fabric
- choice of ribbons

Friday, January 25, 2019


Pneumatic Waste Conveyance System PWCS is one of the HDB Greenprint project to create a sustainable yet promote an environmental living space for our public housing. It has been a full swing for PWCS to be implemented to the newer BTO projects. 

Most projects will share the same ODI bunker room whereby it centralised the system to all say 2-5 contracts. This too, arise questions on the waste management if there's mishap or malfunction to the bunker. Thus, it is crucial for our M&E team to re-look and prevent such cases to happen. However, this is a great step for HDB to actually move forward. And with this innovation, I too hope for our nation to go green.


Thursday, January 24, 2019


A friend bought this for me, from Madina. Mashallah! How badly I missed our Prophet Muhammad! Upon hearing my friend who called me last minute, stating that he will be departing to Saudi to perform his pilgrim, I was beyond thrilled, happy and excited for his journey. We were friends when I first started working in Surbana. He is pretty old. He became sort of, my "Uncle". Hahaha. I was so proud of him for making such a great move to perform his Umrah. Mashallah! It is his calling. Alhamdulillah.  

Wednesday, January 23, 2019


It's more to contentment. When we are contented with what we have, Inshallah everything else falls into place. Being stressed out with the wedding preparation, I have learnt to be contented. Alhamdullilah despite with all the stresses and pressures, with work and home. I will try to juggle it well. And when I met the targets of what to achieve has been fulfilled, therefore I am very well said, therefore happy.

Tuesday, January 22, 2019

Monday, January 21, 2019


Was doing inspection and this cat just follows us. Pretty adorable. I wish everyone is kind to any animals!

Sunday, January 20, 2019


Placing my beloved sewing machine table at his house makes me baffled! Hahaha, Le Fiancee nailed at the side to hang his hair dryer. I don't know if I should applaud for the creativity or have my heart cracked due to the damage he has done. Hahaha. Pretty amazing that I have such a spot on partner for the rest of my life, Inshallah. 

Saturday, January 19, 2019


Eat Breakfast Like a King, Lunch Like a Prince, and Dinner Like a Pauper” 

Tallmadge quoted, "I believe people are more likely to maintain their health if they eat this way. And there's a lot of research that backs this up, particularly how not skipping breakfast has a positive effect on weight."

Venue: Long John Silver

Friday, January 18, 2019


We tried on the mask by Sand & Sky. It was first presented to me by a girl friend whom I told her that, as I aged I felt that my face became weirder and she bought me one bottle to try it out. Since I'm nearing my big day, I tried my all means to have a flawless face, but NOT! Hahaha. Damn, getting older is hard. Everything slows down. Tsk.

Thursday, January 17, 2019


I Am Cafe
HOMETEAM NS BUKIT BATOK
2 Bukit Batok West Ave 7
#01-07 A\B, Singapore 659003
Tel: 6258 2843
 
Mon - Fri: 11 am - 11 pm
Sat - sun : 10 am - 11 Pm

Wednesday, January 16, 2019

If being beautiful in the sight of the creator 
means being ugly in the sight of creation, 
then it’s worth it.

Deep.

Tuesday, January 15, 2019

“Challenges are what make life interesting. 
Overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.” 
Joshua Marine

Monday, January 14, 2019

To the children we were.
To the adults we’ve become.
Miss Fisher and Jack Robinson

Sunday, January 13, 2019


January seems like a hot month to be married. But as the days drawn closer, I tend to get jitterbugs. I worried for things that I'll missed out or things that I focused on to will disappoint me. I just hope that everything will go well. Inshallah, Amin.

Saturday, January 12, 2019

Friday, January 11, 2019

To change can be hard but to remain steadfast is even harder to do.

To change, we might need to fight external forces that might prevent us from changing but to remain steadfast, we must fight our own inner demons to prevent us from going back to the old ways.


Fadalah ibn Ubaid reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings upon him said, “The one who strives in the way of Allah, the Exalted, is he who strives against his soul.” 
Hadith Ahmad

Thursday, January 10, 2019


رَبَّنَا أَفْرِغْ عَلَيْنَا صَبْرًا وَتَوَفَّنَا مُسْلِمِينَ
Rabbana afrigh 'alayna sabraw wa tawaffana Muslimeen
Our Lord! pour out on us patience, and cause us to die as Muslims.
Surah Al-A'raf - 7:126

Wednesday, January 9, 2019

Tuesday, January 8, 2019


I love where I am. I am thankful for Allah made me strive harder to get where I should be. Alhamdulillah. I am thankful that I didn't give up hope each and every time life didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be. I am thankful that Allah has guided me each and everyday. Alhamdulillah.

I am really glad to have colleagues who is striving as me, as well. Alhamdulillah.

Monday, January 7, 2019

Who made the call to that night prayer (tahajjud)? It was Abdullah ibn Mas’ud. He was he who had the honor of announcing this prayer throughout his life. Abdullah ibn Mas’ud was the first to witness the spiritual Sun – our Prophet (saw) – rise every morning before the physical sun rose.

Abdullah ibn Mas’ud, the close Companion who welcomed the first glimpse of the Prophet (saw) each morning would be the one to witness the very last look, before the curtain fell – never to be raised again. After many days of sickness, the Prophet (saw) lifted the curtain between his home and the sanctuary, and addressed his Companions, ‘I give you peace.’ The Companions were in prayer at the time, and were seized by the desire to run to their Beloved. He (saw) told them to stay in prayer. But Abdullah ibn Mas’ud said: ‘The prayer could be repeated, but that look I couldn’t miss. I looked at his face and it was like a page of the Qur’an.’
It’s clear that Abdullah Ibn Mas’ud was not talking about the physical page upon which the Qur’an was transcribed. What physical resemblance would the Prophet’s (saw) countenance have with the leathers or papyrus which hosted the Word of God at that time? Rather, he was talking about the light of the Qur’an, that light that emanates from the Word of God, and is visible to those who have clear vision. That light was the light he saw on the Face of his Beloved.
The light of Qur’an is the light of eternity, not of black-inked letters. Light is light. Abdullah ibn Mas’ud was an expert of that light as well – the Qu’ranic light. It was Abdullah ibn Mas’ud who recited the Qur’an for the Prophet (saw): for, even though the letters of God were engraved in his heart, the Beloved (saw) would ask to hear the Word of God recited in the voice of someone else, in order to experience its beauty in yet another way. And that someone else was Abdullah ibn Mas’ud. The Prophet (saw) would say: “Recite to me the last thing you learned.” Abdullah ibn Mas’ud said that one time, in response, he started reading from Surah al-Nisa (The Chapter of Women) [in another narration it was al-Nahl (The Chapter Bees)], until he reached the verse: “and when we will call from each nation their witness, and we will call you as a witness for that nation.” Hearing these words, the Messenger (saw) wept. His tears flowed, flowed, flowed. Everytime he (saw) recited or heard the Qur’an, he (saw) lived a new experience of Revelation.
In this love between the Prophet (saw)  and Abdullah ibn Mas’ud, we witness the way in which the Qur’an that is recited is a rope connected to the Qur’an that is revealed.

Sunday, January 6, 2019


Decathlon blue pants, Poplook grey running top, Nike running shoes, pinkish beige shawl

Saturday, January 5, 2019


There are times when I prayed at the staircases or some secluded area, there are bound to be someone who will be next to me praying. Mashallah! It's really nice to have someone next to me, Alhamdulillah. It's heart warming to know that my religion isn't dead. Sobs. It's absolutely very much alive.

Friday, January 4, 2019


Everyone wants to be a diamond,
but very few are willing to get cut.
Kushandwizdom

Thursday, January 3, 2019


That's my dad.
He will always lepak one corner,
waiting for us to shop.

GLEE.

And hair pee bird they lil' sister! Hugs.

Wednesday, January 2, 2019


Yes.
First working day of the year and 
I'm sick with 2 days MC.
Well done!

Tuesday, January 1, 2019


Mak and Bapak.

I prayed that we will somehow meet in Jannah, Amin. Your son is in good hands, Alhamdulillah. Thanked Allah for having Uncles and Aunties to be able to help out for our big day. Alhamdulillah. Inshallah, my parents will dote on him as their children. And for the both of us to continue, your legacy. Amin.