It is to say, while being engaged faced many difficulties. Disagreements, differences and a lot of tests! Mashallah! It is a roller coaster ride after all, since this is my third. I've failed twice and I told myself that I will never let it happen again. Inshalah. Amin. I kept telling myself, never let syaitan wins. Never! I wouldn't want them to cheer and applaud after my down fall. I would want them to weep after my victory. I want them despair and breakdown when I rises!

Like Arya Stark says to the God of death,

NOT TODAY!