I am somewhere in between.

I can adapt to change, or I can’t adapt to change. I can embrace change when I am truly ready. I am never ready when life suddenly slap me. Example like death. It took me quite a while to accept and move along. I can embrace change when I want it, example like changing of work environment. It is the wants and need to. 

I am truly sorry for all the trouble.

Perhaps, I just like the poison Apple better.