I am nervous, a little bit scared but excited. It's like an overwhelming feelings all come to one. I never thought that I would be going through this again. Despite after all those hurt and the hurls people had for me. I'm ready to face this battle again with one and only hope.

Dear Allah.

I ask You the good through Your Knowledge, and ability through Your Power, and beg (Your favour) out of Your infinite Bounty. For surely You have Power; I have none. You know all; I know not. You are the Great Knower of all things.

If in Your Knowledge, he'll be good for my faith (Deen), for my livelihood, and for the consequences of my affairs, then ordain it for me, and make it easy for me, and bless me therein. 

But if in Your Knowledge, he'll be bad for my faith (Deen), for my livelihood, and for the consequences of my affairs, then turn it away from me, and turn me away therefrom, and ordain for me the good wherever it be, and cause me to please with it.

Amin.