Some times I really wondered, "Where has God hide you away from me for all these years?"

It's funny that how life is. The way Allah plans, the way Allah wills. The way Allah concealed and the way Allah gives. Mashallah. I have no words to explain this. But I really believe that every thing happens is because of Him. It's like He placed his thumb and the third finger, stilled, still that way for the longest time and then it snap, and then magical things happen.

It's really amazing that all along we were so close yet so far. We only lived a few blocks away and it's like everyday you pass by my block but never once, we cross each other's path. Never. I really have no words to describe this, and it makes the both of us questioned, why. Why? And really, we have no answers to that. It gives me this warm fuzzy, chilling behind my spine kinda feeling. It's not weird, it's just.... WOW. That's all I could say. And at times, it make me choke on my tears as I contained this emotions. 

Deep down, I begged. Dear Allah, I am thankful yet I know this gift is temporary. This gift that you give is a wonderful blessing. And you are One who controls it. If this is my Nikmat in this Duniya, then I hope it leads me to something real with a purpose for the Akhirat. Inshallah Amin.