Losing someone has force me to learn.

Especially the one you love and the one you thought that will never go away. The one who will never leave. Once that person vanish and never comes back, it thought you one thing. 

To let go.

And letting go is never that easy. Never. It takes time. It may take years. Or it may never even heals. But I do know one thing. Is to appreciate what is left. Left behind. Cherish it, because someday, may be the last day to let you feel what you should feel. And maybe someday, we'll meet again. But right now, all I hope for is to have someone who knows exactly how it is to lost someone that might never come back.

Happy 31st Birthday, Saren. 

I miss you, terribly. 

Al-Fateha.