I used to head to the mosque with my fellow ex colleague back then during lunch time and I totally missed those moments. And each time I went to mosque, I would instantly think of him. Mashallah. That impact he made in me.
I was happy to be here today. It felt like as if I'm back in Madinah/Makkah. Iktikaf in mosque by performing solat sunat while waiting for Zohor. Mashallah. I took longer time to recite my prayers and zikir. I really performing my Umrah. Mashallah, only Allah knows this feeling deep down inside me. So when Zohor started, in this mosque it's pretty much there's a glass wall facing the male jemaah's. Mashallah, standing behind all of them. I weeped a little, secretly I wanted so much be be married. To have my own Imam to lead me. Mashallah, that yearning. I know Allah is testing me so much to be patience and yet He is blessing me with all the things that I shouldn't asked for. Alhamdullilah, they are sufficient for me and how could I even ask for more.
=,)
Mosque:
Masjid Jamiyah Ar Rabitah
601 Tiong Bahru Rd, Singapore 158787

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