Our Imaan has always been tested. It goes up and down, rise and fall. It was never consistent. And all we can do is break down for a moment and get back up again. Just let all your tears fall, just let it all out and tell yourself that it will be okay. Brush it off once you've let it all out.

As I look back to this place while walking to the MRT station today, I can't help but to weep. My heart breaks, shattered that I have a hard time picking up the broken pieces. Trust in Allah, that's what everybody says. No doubt we have to trust in Allah and He will always save you. I just need time to heal my broken heart and it's so hard when I have to pretend that everything is fine when it's not actually fine. There's just so many noise, so many concerns to healing my own self. But I know anger has been subside and I've learnt to forgive because I need peace. I know things happened because it is meant for me. And I know Allah is there, to always guide me. 

=,)