I stared at this ply card that Renna gave me when we were teens on Valentine's Day. I stared for so long that I began to weeped so badly. I was so blind. I was scared. I am hurt. I was stubborn. I need to wake up. I need to move on. Forgive. Forget. Just move on. Forgive. Forget. Forgive and forget. It is hard but I need to try. I know I tried and I am still trying so hard. But so hard hurts me. Therefore I need to let go of all the toxic, the noise, the pain. With a heavy heart I deleted everything, in order to move on. It's the hardest step I take but I have to. I really have to. Remember, the Safinah Talk that you attended, Siti Sarah? You're supposed to learnt and apply it. To forgive is to forget. Maybe I haven't forgive that's why it's hard for me to forget. Therefore I need jump ahead, I need to forget so that I can forgive. Inshallah. Allah knows best, and please guide me.

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us."

- Hellen Keller