I know I am such a good friend because I always give my very best. 

Only ended up feeling unappreciated. But I will always remember this Hadith,

"People do not hurt us, 

Our hopes from them hurts us."
- Imam Ali

You may not feel what I feel. You may compared my life with yours. But, does it hurt to even let some of your Ihsan to actually feel what I feel instead of being selfish to always think of your own feelings? Your words may cut me so deep just like the fork cutting the slice of cake. Is it so hard to even listen, just listen? Because, listening is a skill which I doubt you have it. People grieve differently, and doesn't add more burden to a friend's shoulder. With you, I've finally realised what friendship is. And I thank Allah for these things to happen because I know Allah loves me that He have opened up my eyes to see clearly.