11 years, this pain still stays around me. It has never go away but we all move on, somehow. We will lose the ones we love because Allah loves them more. And all we have is just memories that makes us smile, laugh and weeped. We should be thankful, even if it's just for a while. It's something to remember, that nothing last forever.

I will always remember this very day. 

And I don't know what sadden me more.
But to the people we love that we've lost, Al-Fateha.