It's pretty cliche when I was younger, friends would always say that I will be the first to be married off, because yeahhh I'm the kinda girl whose Minah Khawin Khawin. But here I am, in my 30s. Pretty much single and figuring my life out. It's not that I have not figured out my life, it's just that I think I attracted the wrong kind of men in my life. We don't share the same goals and direction in life, I guess. And it's not that I don't want to settle down, have kids and building a home. Pretty much, I do yearn it a lot. But I guess, Allah knows best and He is just that magical and mysterious but lovingly plan my life in an unexpected way. Allah knows I yearn it a lot. He knows, I know. He is testing me, pulling me closer to Him so that I will be much better and stronger than I thought I could be. Allah is just amazing and forever kind. I am very sure He is giving me the best, if not in Dunia, He will surely give me the very best in Akhirat. Inshallah, Amin.

Therefore, "Guide me to the straight path."

- Surah Al Fateha: ayah 6