It takes a lot of courage to ask for forgiveness.

Even though it's not entirely my fault.

Only Allah knows the sincerity of you, apologising.

I lied because not that I want to.
I lied because I trust in oath.

I lied because I was blinded to think that I can keep the one I love with me.
I lied because I am someone whom can be trusted.

I lied because once bitten, twice shy.

But once; twice shy, I've stop trusting.

Trusting mens, who will break my heart.

Over and over again.
It hurts.
Deep.