I know I may be mean for saying this,

Astaghfirullah.

But I really learnt my lesson.

I'll never want to reproduce here.

Well at least not in Dunya, maybe in Akhirat, yes.

I don't want my son to be a jerk.

Or I'll never want my daughter to meet jerk.
I don't ever want my children to feel what I've felt.

Ohhhh heart.